Hello im a 16 year old MALE

Hello im a 16 year old MALE and im gay please dont judge me.. im really skinny and have a girly figure already im 5"7 and 107lbs and I don't want sex change surgery i really dont want breast or anything.. i just dont want to become too masculine looking... Is there anything i can take to make my facial features appear softer or more girly if that makes sense :/ and stop body hair growth "besides the actual hair on my head obviously i want that to grow" haha :) thanks so much for your answers! <3