Hello im a 16 year old MALE

Hello im a 16 year old MALE and im gay please dont judge me.. im really skinny and have a girly figure already im 5"7 and 107lbs and I don't want sex change surgery i really dont want breast or anything.. i just dont want to become too masculine looking... Is there anything i can take to make my facial features appear softer or more girly if that makes sense :/ and stop body hair growth "besides the actual hair on my head obviously i want that to grow" haha :) thanks so much for your answers! <3

or whatever I guess but how could that?

or whatever I guess but how could that?

Example:
Me: hey what's up?
Him: nm yourself
Me: nm I really liked your outfit today it looks like you put a lot of thought in to it lol
Him: lol yeah
Me : YOUR SEXY !!!

I need help on what I should say to him because honestly he's older than me he's 16-17and im 14. I want him to think of me highly and mature. We never talked before but when I get to the high school in 3 moths im detriment to talk to him and hopefully get him to fall for me! So please help

Btw. Im secretly bi and he's openly gay if that changes anything?

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